Showing posts with label love. Show all posts
Showing posts with label love. Show all posts

Tuesday, February 5, 2013

Random inspiration.

Hey!!

I don't know what I'm doing wight now because this is a scheduled post, but as it is Tuesday, I may be doing my maths homework or proscrastinating in bed, who knows. I just wanted to stop by and show you these amazing photos/quotes I found on tumblr a few days ago.
 


 

Try to smile, okay? It will get better. I know it will.

Allexa.

Sunday, November 4, 2012

Oh love

Hey.

I've got a lot of homework for tomorrow, but I have to spend some time for myself. I decided to spend that time thinking about love. What a great thing, right? For the past month I have spent my nights, my spare time and every free second of every single day analizing this thing called love, analizing why relationships sometimes don't work out and even though the answers came easily and they were simple, it was not that easy for me to accept them or be okay with them.

Being stuck on something is no good. Being the only one missing and caring is not, but neither is to pretend to care or to care for the wrong reasons. You have to move on, to leave it behind you. It was something you wanted at some point and it didn't work out for various reasons, but you just have to understand those reasons and to try to change some things about yourself if the case. Don't work yourself up. Just make it simple, ease your heart and let go.



I realised last night that I can just wake up one day and not feel the need to stare again. Today, I almost did. I didn't really feel it anymore. And that felt so good, you can't even imagine. Letting go means being able to focus only on yourself. And today I could. And I realised that I had some issues too, such as being a bit too jealous, thing I'm trying to work on. I've also learned that i felt that way only because I usually lack confidence in myself. So I need to work on that to and be open to the future.

The future holds so much. One day, you just might meet someone special and your heart might just bump really hard because of the happiness. And you'll feel scared. And that person is going to change everything you knew about life. And everything is going to make sense for once. And you'll get scared, but you'll know you have known love. At this age, my opinion is that you can't feel love. You can only care deeply for someone. We're still changing and growing up, so you can't talk about accepting someone withh all their flaws, you can't talk about loving those flaws and staying beside them forever and always.

Love can only come when you are the most you you can be. But that love is so sweet I like to believe.




And because music is like breathing, here's this post's inspiration:


"Oh Love, oh love
Won't you rain on me tonight?
Oh life, oh life
Please don't pass me by
Don't stop, don't stop
Don't stop when the red lights flash
Oh ride, free ride
Won't you take me close to you"



" 'Cause you're such a pretty, pretty, pretty, pretty face
But you turned into a pretty big waste of my time"


And yes, I have been infected with Sleeping with Sirens. I love their lyrics and I love their music. You should listen. Now I'm off to doing my homework and whatever I need to do for tomorrow. I have a week full of tests ahead of me.

See you,
Allexa.

Thursday, November 1, 2012

Everything comes to an end.

Hey.

Today I have finally finished One Tree Hill, a TV series with 9 seasons, the last one with only 13 episodes. Although I had seen parts of the last episode a few weeks back, today, when I understood everything for the first time, I actually cried. Everything comes to an end, even this.

Even though I saw this tv series in quite a tiny amount of time, I've seen the characters go from being high-schoolers, like me, to being adults. From partying, having reckless sex, being mean, not knowing who they are and what they are going to do, to being responsible, loving parents, to being honest, brave, fun, creative, to being people you are proud to call friends, family.


“Wanna play truth or dare? Actually, no let’s just play dare, nobody tells the truth anymore.”

- Brooke Davis, One Tree Hill


“You ever look at a picture of yourself and see a stranger in the background? It makes you wonder how many strangers have pictures of you. How many moments of other people’s lives have we been in? Were we a part of someone’s life, or when their dream came true, or were we there when their dreams died? Did we keep trying to get in, as if we were somehow destined to be there? Or did the shot take us by surprise? Just think. You could be a big part of someone else’s life and not even know it.”

- Lucas Scott, One Tree Hill














“You know, it’s been said that we just don’t recognize the significant moments of our lives while they’re happening. We grow complacent with ideas, or things or people and we take them for granted and it’s usually not until that thing is about to be taken away from you that you’ve realized how wrong you’ve been that you realized how much you need it, how much you love it. Life is funny sometimes. It can push pretty hard. But if you look close enough, you can find hope in the words of children, in the bars of the song and in the eyes of someone you love. And if you’re lucky, I mean, if you’re the luckiest person on this entire planet, the person you love decides to love you back.”

- One Tree Hill quotes ~ 3x20 - “Everyday is a Sunday Evening”



It wouldn't be a mistake if you watched this series. It would be the best choice ever. No vampires, no witches. Just life. Just people. Like us. There's a Brooke, a Peyton, a Nate, a Haley and a Lucas in all of us. Also, there are a lot of life lessons, but not boringly presented. They are fun. You can learn a lot and you can laugh and you can cry. One Tree Hill is a great experience.

And it has a great soundtrack !! [ both old and new music, as Peyton and Haley love music, Haley being a musician later on ]

These are the last lines:

"It's the oldest story in the world: one day you're seventeen & planning for someday. & then quietly - & without you ever really noticing - someday is today. & then someday is yesterday. & this is your life...We spend so much time wanting... pursuing... wishing... But ambition is good. Chasing things with integrity is good. Dreaming...
If you had a friend you knew you'd never see again, what would you say? If you could do one last thing for someone you love, what would it be? Say it... do it... don't wait. Nothing lasts forever...
Make a wish & place it in your heart. Anything you want. Everything you want.
Do you have it? Good. Now believe that it come true.
You never know where the next miracle is going to come from... the next memory... the next smile... the next wish come true...
But if you believe that it's right around the corner, & you open your heart & mind to the possibility of it - to the certainty of it - you might just get the thing you're wishing for.
The world is full of magic. You just have to believe in it.
So make a wish. Do you have it? Good.
Now believe in it... with all your heart." 


I absolutely love it.

Night,
Allexa.

Thursday, October 4, 2012

Kiss me...

Hei guys.

Even though ever since school started I haven't had too much time for miyself, for having fun or for sleeping, I've been able to listen to music all the time. As a result, and with Bii's help, I've found a lot of songs named "Kiss me". Here they are:


"Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me"


"Kiss me like you wanna be loved
You wanna be loved
You wanna be loved
This feels like falling in love 
Falling in love
We're falling in love"


"Well, I'm not sure what this is gonna be,
But with my eyes closed all I see
Is the skyline, through the window,
The moon above you and the streets below.
Hold my breath as you're moving in,
Taste your lips and feel your skin.
When the time comes, baby don't run, just kiss me slowly."

Yap, by lots I mean three, but these are awesome songs! You should really listen to them. Here's yet another one, whose title isn't kiss me, but whose lyrics do.


"But if I kissed you
Will your mouth read this truth?
Darling, how I miss you.
Strawberries taste how lips do."

Now, I'm off to sleep. Tomorrow, it's Friday. Can't waaait.

Allexa.

Monday, July 9, 2012

The Vampire Diaries inspiration

Hello you.


Today wasn't a very special day, but it was not regular either. I've learned that my cousin, Tina, has passed her final exams with a grade of 9.65 which is actually really good! I've also reached page 200 and something on that book I was reading. Annnd my english lessons are going well, I guess. Today my parents and I sort of talked about going to the seaside. Me is extremely happy, aya.

As  I was looking through the Delena tag, I stumbled again this Delena fan vid:


This video is simply genius and I can't get tired of it. I can't wait for season 4, asdfghjkl.

It is really hot and it's already 1 a.m. Still, I am going to try to sleep. Tomorrow I have to wake up early, urgh. I'll even get a haircut. Maybe I'll share some photos, haha.

Night,
Allexa.

Friday, May 18, 2012

Skins UK

Hi there.

At the begining of this week I finished watching the fourth season of the tv series Skins UK. Even though there are yet two more seasons, I can't watch them. If you don't know what the show is about, let me tell you on short. Every two seasons have as the center of action a college generation. It's all about their lives, how they overcome their problems, how they learn to love or what drugs can do to you [ farmaceuticals as well as things life spliff ].
The first generation is a little bit strange, to say so. At least that's how I see them. I don't really like the way they live or the fact that they are stoned most of the time, but I got addicted to the episodes. I just had to know what was going to happen to them next.

The second generation was.... utterly amazing. What I loved most about all of it is that they show all of us how hard you can fall in love with someone, that it doesn't matter what gender the person is, that you can get really hurt, that you can be really scared of how strong your feelings are. I am not going to say more, because I really wish all of you to watch it. It made me cry so many times.
Spoilers or not, here are some gifs/photos with the second generation [ mostly Effy and Freddie,may I add ]:




 

Okay, this is an overdose of Skins, but these are just amazing, I'm telling you. So I'm not sorry for sharing.



 

Maybe it's a bit much, but bear with me for a little more. Ayayaya.






Their love left me speachless after the last episode. You should definetely watch.


And now I am off to bed, even though today I've already slept like... 4-5 hours or so. I'm a sleep addict.

Night,
Allexa.