I am calling today the first day back to school as yesterday we only got our schedule/timetable and "reserved" our sits. I remember how a couple of weeks ago I was really excited about school starting, but now that today is finished I can say I could've done with another break for let's say a month. The classes weren't that hard, but I haven't got used to learning and paying attention yet and the new psychology teacher, the maths, the chemistry and the french one aren't helping.
Apart from that, I have to see everyone and I have to pretend so that no-one asks questions. It's hard, but I guess it makes me strong, even though right now I can't feel it. Faking a smile isn't good. Faking your shitty mood into a good one isn't healthy, but you got to do it, right? If you can hang in there, so can I.
Let's hope for the best ! Until then, shut up and listen:
Night,
Allexa.
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