A neverending smile

Hello.

2012-02-28T00:48:00.001+02:00

How are you?

Here - it is really late and I have to go to bed. I just wanted to drop by and tell you that I am really happy, because I qualified at that english contest I told you about the other day. I got 97 out of 100 and I got wings when I found out. I actually started screaming and jumpind. Now, I'm studying for the next 'round'. I made a little drawing in a program a friends showed me. Here it is.

It isn't awesome or something, but it descrbes what I feel just perfectly. I feel all this mass of emotions, like I could fly any second. I have never felt happier before.

Now, I'm gonna go to bed. I promise I'll come back with some longer post, because I have somethings nice to share. Can't wait to know what you think !

Night,
Allexa.

Emotions.

2012-02-24T21:16:00.000+02:00

Hello guys! How are you? What's your week been like?

Mine, for one, has been really busy. Apart from the fact that I've learned I passed a qualification round of a maths contest [ kind of the biggest constest there is for high-schoolers] and now I am in for the county-round. I've been working like crazy for that and for an english contest [ yeah, also the biggest contest there can be, county-round this time ] that is actually tomorrow.
I am really nervous, so excited, so scared. I have this massive bunch of emotions, all trapped inside of me. I want, I want, I want to do well so that I can qualify for the next 'round'. I'll just have to do my best and see what happens next.

Now, I haven't actually studied the whole week. I've had lots of fun with my friends at school, I've been listening to new songs that I've fallen in love with within 30 seconds of listening. Some perfect exemples would have to be:

The last one is a brazillian song that I first listened at the last training from a economics class. I didn't really use to like portugese until that day, but when I listened to the brazillian trainer singing it, I was like.. 'Oh my gosh..! '. I can't speak portugese and the pronunciation is really hard, but I so like to listen to it.
I will tell you more about that experience [ economics class ] in a future post because it really changed me, in a good way! :), as I didn't only learn how to manage money.

Now, I am going to read something useful for tomorrow, watch some more One Direction videos and then go to sleep. Hopefully, I won't screw up tomorrow, even tought there is a lot of subjectivism at this contest. [ the subjects consist of one grammar part, one letter (informal) and one essay ( narrative ) ]
This emotions I have inside are both good and bad. I'll try to use only the good ones.

Sleep tight loves!

Allexa.

Architecture.

2012-02-16T23:24:00.001+02:00

Hello to you ! :) How was your day? Mine was awfull. I am sick and I've been caughing all day long. Also, tomorrow I won't be going to school, but that isn't keeping away my inspiration.
Recently, apart from my One Direction infection, I've been infected with architecture. Dont' ask me why, but I just am in love with everything related to it. I just feel like designing houses, streets and buildings all the time. Although I don't know the basics of technical drawing, I am doing my best.
I wanted to show you something worth it. I want you to see why I love it, so here are some photos that I've found on weheartit. I really hope that you will like them at least as much as I do ar even more.

This was it. Now I am going to bed, catch up with my sleeping and hopefully get better.

Night,
Allexa.

Happy Valentine's Day !!

2012-02-14T14:41:00.003+02:00

I just wanted to wish you a happy Valentine's day, to tell you that you can always give more love, because there isn't a limit to reach. Also, don't try to understand love, just feel it and be happy that you have important people next to you.

Love
Allexa.

One Direction

2012-02-13T23:52:00.000+02:00

Or I could just say 'One Direction Infection' and you willget it.

Well, after telling you about Pride and Prejudice, I feellike I have to share with you that recently I've taken a liking into OneDirection. I know you think I am just crazy fan, that of course I like them,everybody does.. or that I don't really like their music or them as persons, Ijust like their faces or so on.

The truth is that I do like the way the sing, I actuallylike their songs alot. Not only some of them, but almost all one or two makingthe exception. I don't really like all of them when talking about appearence, Ionly like some of them. I would love to get to know all of them, to get to knowtheir flaws. I would like to see if I still liked them after knowing everythingabout them.

The reason why I wanna know them as persons is because theyhave already impressed me in a great way. I mean, look at them. They areabsolutely insane. They are famous, true. But the boys from two years ago arestill the boys that we see now, only they've grown up. Fame didn't change them,it made them more grateful.

Thanks to them, I've actually changed, in a funny way:

- Now I eat more carrots. I can say that I don't reallylike them, but that I've finally understood that they are important. Also,whenever I see them, I remeber ' I like girls who eat carrots' and Iimeddiatelly start laughing. Recently, my mom told me I was crazy.

( source- tumblr )

- After reading everywhere how Harry [ or as I like to callhim, Curly ] likes Love Actually, I watched it and at the end of the movie, myeyes were red. I cried and laughed from beginning to end.

- Even though I know it's okay to be different, once I'veseen all the video diaries at the pressure of one of my friends ( she's a truedirectioner ), I realized that it really is okay. It's okay to be silly, it'sokay to be you.

- After readin a certain blog on tumblr with factsabout 1D and reading how they want girls to think that they are beautiful,because they are, now I think I am too and nobody can tell me otherwise. I maynot be as beautiful as some girls, but I know I am beautiful in my one way.

- I laugh and joke more. These past few days I've stayed onthe phone with my best friend like one hour one phone call, and eachtime, after pressing the red button, I had tears in my eyes from so muchlaughter.

- I was afraid of rollercoasters before, but I was the onlyone in my group. Having read the story with Harry panicking, I felt better.

- Being honest and laughing are my every day goals.

( source - tumblr )

- I want more than ever to get a british accent.

So for these things, thank you, boys.

I would like to ask them so many questions, I would like toget to know the real them, not the persons we know from the interviews or fromtheir diaries. I would like to know the flawed Harry, Liam, Louis, Niall andZain. This is why I really don't understand those fans who have the chance tomeet them and all they do is scream, cry, jump around, don't realize how luckythey are, aren't happy and don't even take time to SEE themfor who they are. I can't meet them, not unless I go to UK, which is almost impossible. I live in Romania and, since they are new, they won't come here just yet.

So please, for me, don't waste your chance. I'd give alotto be in your place, to be able to ask them what they feel when they are onstage [ you can see their faces in videos on youtube, with an expresionlike ' is this happening to me? ', but still ], if they could do anything, whatwould it be, who is the person they admire the most [ normal person, not celebrity] and so on.

Also, I'de like to get them read this, but I I don'tsucced, I'll know that it is nobody's fault, since they have so many fans and Iam just one of them. Either way you look at it, that's what I am, a fan.

This is a rather long post, so if you don't like OneDirection, feel free not to read or even think of me as a silly girl.It's okay, I don't actually mind. I just wanted to make it clear that I am nota 'scream, cry, jump around' fan, but I still like them for who they are.

Good night you,

Allexa.

Jane Austen's Pride and Prejudice

2012-02-13T23:34:00.001+02:00

Hi there! I am so sorry I haven't been around lately, but I will be sure to make up for the time away. I've been thinking about a post with 'Pride and Prejudice' as the theme for quite a while now. I want to share impressions about both the book and the movies [ because there are 2 versions, you know :) ]

First, the book.

(this is exactly the way my book looks. I purcheased it from it from Greece in my last summer holiday. I was walking around the resort when I found this little book-shop with lots of english-books. Plus, it cost only 4 euro. I'm telling you, that's really cheap! -_-'' )

I can say that I had some trouble reading it, because I found a lot of old words and complicated expressions and structures, but in the end, when I finished it, even though I like books in which people actually kiss, I cried. I was so happy and my heart was beating so fast that I could hear it.

For the ones that haven't read the book, it is about life in the 1800's, when the most important thing for a woman was to get married and for a mother - to see her kids married. The author tells the story in a really brilliant way. She presents us an ordinary family with 5 daughters, in which the eldest - Jane - is the most pretty and the eldest after her - Elizabeth, who represents the pride - is the most intelligent. One day, in their county arrives Mr. Bingley with his sisters and his best friend - Mr. Darcy, who represents prejudice. The story is based on the growing love, although unacknoleged by these two, between Mr. Darcy and Elizabeth.

You may think that there is nothing special about it, but I assure that it is really special, because Darcy refuses to believe that he can love a person like Elizabeth, who is beneath him, although he says she has ' nice eyes ', and Elizabeth thinks of him as the regular rich man, with his nose up high.

The way Jane Austen described each emotion, each action, each look really made me enjoy every page of the book. It was a blast. ! :)

Next, the movies.

I'm saying the movies, but it actually was one movie and a mini-series, which had 6 'episodes' and was made before the movie.

In this mini-series, I found all the facts from the book and I was really happy, but the actors were kind of old. I didn't get the feeling of a young love in it, so I was a bit dissapointed. Also, there are no improvised moments, so it is not so natural of a story, even though, I said before, they followed the book.

Next, I watched the version in which Keira Knightly plays. This one I really enjoyes. I like the actors alot more and the plot didn't stick to the book, so it was more natural, to say so. Apart from that, at the end of the movie, they add this little scene when they kiss, but before that, Elizabeth and Darcy actually make small-talk, which is kind of fun, because we only see them arguing all across the film.

I really loved it and I hope you did too. If you didn't watch it or read it, please do. You won't regret it. Although, if you do regret, this is my personal opinion of both the book and the movies, so I am not at least a little bit sorry for recommending them to you.

Allexa.

Snow.

2012-02-03T22:10:00.003+02:00

Hello guys, how are you ? Long time no see, huh ? :D

This past month I've been really busy with school [ which at moments is bearable ] and everything else, but I had tiny moments when I enjoyed myself and there were plenty of those moments, I tell you. Since a lot has happened, let me point out the thing that makes me most happy and most.. sad, at the same time.

About a week and a half ago, it snowed for about a night and the next day everything was white. I've been so happy you can't even imagine, but I have also been sad, because every morning ever since, I had a lot of trouble getting to school. Despite all of that, we were able to get to the park last weekend and had a snow-ball fight with our home-room teacher. When I arrived home after the "fight", my jeans were so wet that you could say I had just washed them.

Tomorrow we have the local phase of the english olimpiada and I'm nervous about it, but I'm also confident. I hope I'll do well.

What have you been doing recently? See you soon lovelies.

Allexa.

2012

2012-01-13T13:09:00.001+02:00

I miss those times when the hardest thing to do was tie your shoe laces, when all you had to worry about was what your mom was going to cook for dinner, because you didn't like this and that.

This year will be a great one. I will discover a lot about myself, I will visit some really great places, I will laugh, I will learn and I will read. And apart from all this, at the end of every day, I will be happy with myself, with who I am, because in the end, that's all that matters.

Allexa.

Happy New Year !!

2012-01-01T23:45:00.002+02:00

Have yourself a Merry Little Christmas!

2011-12-24T22:28:00.001+02:00

*As Ioanida would like to say it*

Have yourselves a Merry Little Christmas! Enjoy it with your family, eat all the traditional food, fill your hearts with light and kindness, put a smile on your faces when you see the presents under the Christmas tree, have a snowball fight [ you, who are lucky enough to have snow x.x ] with the little ones, be grateful for what you have!

-The students who stayed at Hogwarts for the hollydays wish a Merry X-mas -

- Everybody in London wishes you a Merry X-mas -

Allexa.

Music

2011-12-09T17:43:00.001+02:00

I recently figured out how much I really hate musicals by watching a 'musical episode' of Grey's Anatomy. Though I hated the fact that the episode was a musical, I loved the songs and the actors' voices! I would have never even guessed that they were so talented!

Here are the songs that I liked the best:

Hope you like them as much as I did!

Now, as I finished watching the last episode that appeared, I have to wait until January 5th to watch the next one. T.T Also, it is on January 6th that the next episode of Vampire Diares appears...

Allexa.

Fifteen.

2011-12-03T22:26:00.000+02:00

Today is my birthday and I really got to do everything that I wanted! I slept in, I got presents, I spent time with my best friend, with my family and with my cousin and her family. We had a lot of fun and I really can't believe I am fifteen already!

Allexa.

Best

2011-11-14T21:21:00.000+02:00

Now that I feel a lot happier that a few hours ago, let me show what made me feel better:

- retarded conversations with funny boy

- the best photo even though miss hates it

-and the best song ever

Nigh night guys,
Allexa.

And I am numb.

2011-11-14T16:13:00.001+02:00

This will be a rather weird post, in which I will talk about/write about/tell you about my current emotional situation. If you don't want to read that's fine with me, but I feel the need to write it down, so I can keep track of my thoughts.

Today, the first time in a long time, I have been numb. I still do and I sense that it won't be going away for quite a while. Due to that, I will have to learn how to fake my smile again, but it will be okay. Because I won't die because of it. It will only make me stronger.

I am not numb because I love him, for God's sake (I stopped doing that a long time ago.), but for the fact that he is messing with my friend's head and heart. She believes him and there is nothing I can do to stop her from falling for her, because I have already done everything. She will fall, he will ask, she will say yes, they will date for 2-3 weekes and then, when he's finally realized he doesn't actually like her, he'll just dump her and go to the next one. Because that is what he does.
The girls in my old class new him, so they never fell for his act. I really miss them. They knew how to cheer me up and to tell me that everything was going to be okay with a convincing voice.

Mad as I am, I have stooped talking to him and he thinks it is because of jealousy :)) This might have been the reason one or 2 or 3 years ago, but now it is no longer the case.

I will just have to put a smile on my face, talk to her again, lively as I used to, wake up, get dressed, say that I am okay, go to school and come back home, eat, go to bed and wake up again, hoping that one day it will all be easier and I won't have to see him play with girls' heart.

Allexa.

The Vampire Diaries

2011-10-30T23:25:00.001+02:00

At first, I didn't want to watch The Vampire Diaries, because everybody did and even though I knew that I might like it, I was kind of unconfortable doing something that was so.. common and ordinary, but somewhere along the way I gave in. Now, I really love it ! :">

Here is a fan made video of the favourite ' should be' couple:

Allexa.

PS: Highschool is great, folks.

Let's do it, Romania!

2011-09-25T16:02:00.001+03:00

On the 24th of Spetember, everyone in my country was collecting garbage from all over the place. The purpose was to clean the whole country in just one day. I can say that my group [ 9 of the new class-mates and my cousin, who was our chaperone ] and me did a pretty good job, even though we spend half of the time singing and killing time.

This is a before picture of us. We were buying some food.

Here, we were just starting.

In the end, we ended up sitting in a clearing in the forest, singing the opening from Phineas and Ferb in Romanian... It turned out pretty well ! :))

I hope to do something like this next year too, but I hope I will collect more garbage then!

Allexa.

Favourites this week.

2011-09-18T21:56:00.001+03:00

Songs/ Videos:

The Golden Trio / Good Life

Avril Lavinge - Wish You Were Here

Joe Jonas - Just In Love

Photos: ( I've been obsesing over these bedrooms right here )

Allexa.

Tired.

2011-09-18T21:45:00.002+03:00

Hello, folks! :) How are you after this week?

My fisrt week of highschool was pretty tiring with all the waking up at half past 6, 6 or 7 hours a day and returning home during the hottest period of the day, at about half past 1 or half past 2.

Everything freaked me out, but I really love it. I love my class-mates, I pretty much like all my teachers and I am so happy that in my class there are no arrogant people. I can say that I made the right choice, that even if it's hard, it's so worth it.

I LOVE IT.

Allexa.

School starts

2011-09-11T23:37:00.001+03:00

School starts tomorrow or in about 9 hours and a half. I am so not with my feet on the ground, so excited and so TERRIFIED.

Anybody else? My first day of high school = tomorrow, so my feelings can find some explication there.

Allexa.

Hello Autumn

2011-09-06T13:12:00.000+03:00

Hi there readers!

As you could see in the calendar, september is here = autumn has begun. The sun shines as birght as it did in august and it is so warm outside that today I'm going to the swimming-pool.

For the past week I only thought that I want cold weather to come, because I sincerelly love autumn and I need a little bit of a change, meaning I am done with summer for this year.

I want to see the leaves change colour, I want to drink hot chocolate, I want to listen to the pouring rain, which is said to be coming next week. I want to dress autumnly, if you get what I mean. I want warm colours all over the place, I want the Halloween party, the first-year's prom, I want school to begin. I miss learning new things, although I don't miss tests.

Hello to you too, September! So glad you finally came. How about the cold wind? When is it coming?

Love, Allexa.

Trip to Turkey. part 2

2011-08-29T00:42:00.000+03:00

While we were wondering around the souvenirs stores outside one of our visiting places, we saw someone who was selling orange juice. I have to tell you, it was the best orange juice I have ever drunk!

They were literally squeezing out the juice from the oranges in front of us, without putting anything else in the glass. And there was this glass full of orange juice. I normally would have drunk it in about 15 minutes, but that one I drank in about 40 seconds!! I mean, it was so sweet, so delicious that I can't even describe the taste of it.

When I was half done, I decided to take a picture of it, to remember the greatest orange juice I have ever in my entire life drunk.

Love,

Allexa.

Reason #3

2011-08-24T12:55:00.000+03:00

It's just a wise, if I can say so, photo I found on weheartit.com . Enjoy! :)

Allexa.

Trip to Turkey. part 1

2011-08-22T22:11:00.000+03:00

Hello there. While I stopped posting, I was travelling round Turkey with my former school-mates, visiting and being amazed by this country's beauties. Since it's a fun idea of a post, I decided to show you some of my experiences.

Our first visit was at Troia.

Here, we were inside a copy of the Troian Horse. You can see me, the girl in the midle, with one of my friends, the girl on the left as you look at the photo. It was pretty high and I had a lot of butterflyes in my tummy, but it was worth it.

There I was sitting on some remains of I don't know what from the city.

Starting from the left side of the photo, there's me, my History teacher [ that man is smart, I'm telling you ! ], Anca and Hania, two of my friends.

One of my goals this summer was to take a photo of me and some random strangers . As we stumbled across this asian group who wanted us to take a photo of them on some ruins, we asked them if they could take a photo with us and they accepted. More, they also wanted to have a photo with us on their camera, so the photographer, our teacher, had a little work.

This is me at the souvenirs store, where I found an archeologist hat that fitted my outfit. I tried it on and before the salesman saw it, Anca took a picture of it.

The day at Troy was one of the best. I hope to visit it again someday.

Another post with memories is about to come in the next few days. See you then.

Allexa.

Harry Potter. The journey has come to an end.

2011-08-20T20:30:00.003+03:00

I've watched every Harry Potter movie and watched them over again. Usually, if I watched a movie more than 3 times I'd have got bored, but somehow, I never get tired of all the magic. These past ten years, Harry Potter has always been there for me, to remind me that it's okay to be a little weird. And I will miss every single part of it.

I will miss:

- How much Ron and Hermione loved each other, even though in the first place I wanted her to be with Herry.

- Their never ending friendship and how they stood up for each other.

- I will miss how Hermione never got tired of being smart and beautiful, how Herry tried his best and never relied on the fact that he deafeted Voldemort when he was young, how Ron being stupid didn't matter, because he was briliant.

Even though there won't be any further movies, we will always be able the watch the old ones, to show them to our kids and never let that world rest, because children will come there with their mind and keep it alive.

I love you all and thank you for making my childhood more beautiful.

Allexa.

Reason #2 to be yourself

2011-07-06T21:13:00.000+03:00

The world can be so much brighter if you just open up, be yourself and never look at what others think or tell you to do, or at their judgments. Then, you can find the things that define you, that make you be... you. You can find what you're good at and what are your hobbyes. It would be great if everybody did that.

Allexa.

Cherry Cake

2011-07-04T19:25:00.001+03:00

A few days ago, my dad brought from my grandpas cherrys and my mom decided to make a cake. It looked good and it tasted better:

Next time we make a cake or something, maybe I will come with the receipe.

Allexa.

Reason #1 to smile

2011-06-25T22:26:00.003+03:00

Since this blog is all about smiling, being happy and being yourself, I decided to post reasons to smile, be happy, be yourself. They will not come in a routine, because I want them to be spontanous, to express reasons of the moment. The reason number one to smile is:

When you see a child's onest eyes and his joy.

I spent the day at my grandparents house in the country side and I will head for town tomorrow, around 12 A.M. It was a relaxing day with a lot of sleeping in, reading, spending time with my dog and cat, realizing I could never be myself without all the memories I have here.

Allexa.

How to save your heart

2011-06-23T16:06:00.000+03:00

While browsing weheartit, trying to find a quote worth reading or a picture worth seeing, I came across this full of colour quote. I often find myself in the situation of caring to much and then getting dissapointed. I guess I just needed some advice. This is for all of you who tend to do same as me.

Allexa.

A look inside

2011-06-23T15:58:00.000+03:00

Hello there lovelies who may be reading my blog. If you do, I thank you with all my heart.

It was just a few moments ago that I decided to write this post just to open up a little bit more to my few readers. I don't want to just number some things that you probably didn't know about me, that you probably wouldn't want to hear. I just want to say this: I want to do SOMETHING. Summer is ahead of me and I want to do something big, interesting.

I want to discover more things about me, such as ' do i like this? ' or 'am i good at this?'. Right now, I have to choose where to go to high school and I have absolutely no idea. That's because all this past few years all I did was learn what they were teaching us, not focusing on what I may like or not. So I gotta figure it out, find my THING.

Sorry if I bored you and if this wasn't your.. ideal post, to say so.

See you soon enough,
Allexa.

Carul cu stele

2011-06-21T23:45:00.001+03:00

Hello!

Carul cu Stele, also known as The Chariot with Stars is a new local cake/tea - shop I and Miss have just went to a few days ago. I gotta tell you, from the outside we just couldn't tell how gorgeous it is on the inside! We were like " Are you serious?! " We also wanted to try some different types of cakes so she got something with pure chocolate and I got one with capuccino and creme brulee [ ? I mean, literally, I would translate it burnt sugar, but I recall it being named creme brulee. ] which was called The mother-in-law.

Here are some photos from our experience:

See? Just like those tea-shops in movies with tea-parties!!

Xo, Alexa.

p.s.: from now on, personal photos will come, promise.

Prom.

2011-05-29T19:25:00.000+03:00

Guess what happend at night, on the 26th of May? Well, it was the prom, of course!

I've been crazy with it these past months and it came out just the way I wanted it to: perfectly. The hair, the make-up, the dress, the shoes, the dance, the being all toghether thing.

This is us with the physics teacher. She's a lovely lady, although she sometimes gets really mad !

This is us, dancing the traditional romanian dance. I have to addmit it was appropriate for us to dance it.

Us and the french teacher. Love her. She's just dedicated to what she does!

There are more photos to come, I just need to get them! -.-

Love,

Alexa.

Urban Legends Part 4

2011-03-26T17:13:00.001+02:00

Okay… so this is it. The part four of the urban legends. I thought that I could tell you about the so called legend ” Slit mouth woman”. It`s about the story of a japanesse woman. I don`t really know how to explain it so I`ll just show you some informasion that I found on a site. I`ll try to make it short so that you wont have to read much.

Kuchisake Onna, also known as The Slit-Mouth Woman, is a scary Japanese urban legend about a disfigured Japanese woman who brandishes a large scissors and preys on children. She has an enormous slit mouth, which extends from ear to ear in a horrible, permanent smile.
The Slit Mouth Woman walks the streets of Japan, wearing a surgical mask and hunting for children. If you cross her path, she will stop you and ask you a question. If you give her the wrong answer, there will be horrible consequences.
Picture the scene. You are walking home from school and your path takes you down a deserted city street. Suddenly, you hear a faint noise coming from the shadows. You glance over and see a beautiful woman standing there. She has long black hair and is wearing a beige trenchcoat. A surgical mask covers the lower half of her face. In Japan, wearing a surgical mask is not uncommon during flu season, to prevent spreading germs.
She steps out of the shadows and blocks your path.
“Am I beautiful?” she asks.
Before you can answer, she tears off her mask, revealing a hideously deformed face. Her huge mouth is sliced from ear to ear and gapes open revealing rows of sharp teeth and a big red disgusting tongue twisting and twirling inside.
“Am I beautiful NOW?” she screams.
Terrified, you struggle to answer her. If you say “No”, she pulls out a huge pair of scissors and kills you immediately, chopping off your head. If you say “Yes”, she takes her scissors and slices your mouth from ear to ear, making you look just like her. If you try to run away, she will hunt you down and kill you, by slicing you in two.
The only way to escape from Kuchisake Onna is to give a non-committal answer. If you say “You look average” or you look normal, she will be confused, giving you just enough time to run away.
The Slit Mouth Woman’s reign of terror began in the spring and summer of 1979, when rumors began to spread throughout Japan about sightings of the Kuchisake-onna hunting down children. The story spread like wildfire and actually created scares in many towns. Police increased their patrols and schools sent teachers to walk students home in groups.
In 2004, South Korea was plagued by reports of a red-masked woman who was chasing children.
In 2007, a coroner found some old records from the late 1970s about a woman who was chasing little children, but was hit by a car, and died shortly after. Her mouth was ripped from ear to ear.
The USA has its own version of Kuchisake Onna. There were rumors about a clown who appeared in public bathrooms and accosted children, asking “Do you want death or happy smile?” if they chose “happy smile”, he took out a knife and slit their mouths from ear to ear.

Ok.. I know. It`s very long, but I shorted it a little bit. You really have to read it.

Alexa.

A girly giveaway !

2011-03-19T22:30:00.002+02:00

Not mine, but Katja's!

You should totally join it, guys ;) !

Alexa.

Urban Legends Part 3

2011-03-19T17:12:00.001+02:00

Until now… The day was not different from the usual one. I woke up at 10 o`clock, had breakfast, watched some tv and then looked over the internet. Boring, right ?

Well, until the last moment, it was, but no longer. Why ? Because I remembered about one urban legend from that video. Which one ? The one named Bloody Mary. About this one I haven`t found any… Information in english that pleased me, but I`ve found some in romanian, so I`ll just translate that into a short story.

And here it goes:

The story is about a girl named Mary. A normal girl. Her father was a doctor. About her mother I haven`t found out anything.

Everything was perfect in Mary`s life, until a night. That night, her father found her lyeing in her bed, with her eyes open. What`s strange about that ? She wasn`t breathing, nor her heart was beating. Something like a coma. Her father said she was dead, but her mother wouldn`t accept it.

They barried her in their garden and, because of Mary`s mother, they put a bell near the grave and tied a rope to it and to Mary`s hand. What for ? For Mary to pull the string and to make the bell ring when she wakes up out of the coma.

The doctor entered the house with his wife asleep [ he drogged her ]. When he came out, the bell was on the grass. Mary`s father opened the toomb and found her dead, with her eyes open. She had no nails. They where in the lid of the coffin. She tried to get out but she couldn`t.

That was Mary`s death. But what`s the legend?

Well, the legend says that, if you are in the bathroom when it`s dark outside, in front of the mirror, with some candells and say “Bloody Mary” 3 or 13 times, she [ Mary ] will appear in the mirror. Then, she will come out of it and kill you.

That is one version of the legend, though. Another version says that if do this on the Halloween night, in the mirror will appear the face of the men you will marry to or the face of death. If the face of death appears, that means you`ll dye before you marry.

This legend scares me, but after all, it`s just that. A legend.

Love you,

Alexa.

Urban Legends Part 2

2011-03-12T17:10:00.003+02:00

Hello, world ! ; )) How are you today ? Well, as far as I am concerned, I hope you are having a great time, because I am!!

Remember the last post, right ? The one about the american urban legends. Well, here is the first legend that I was interested in :

It’s an urban legend about a boy named John Smith who was very fond of scary emails and popups.
Every day, he would find new ones and post them to everyone he knew. He even started making some himself and sending them to strangers. He loved to scare people on the Net.
John lived in Plainfield, Wisconsin. One day in November 2007, he opened up his Inbox and found a message that appeared to be from two young girls. They called themselves the “Smith Sisters” and told him they were his older sisters, which confused him because he was an only child. They said that years ago, they had lived in his house.
He replied, saying he didn’t have any sisters and told them to get lost and leave him alone. The next day, he received a chilling message with some photo attachments. The first photo was of two young girls.
The caption on it said Smith Sisters murdered anonymously.
The girls said in the email that they were indeed his older sisters. They told him that in 1993 they had lived in his house. His bedroom had once been their bedroom. They told him all about growing up and about their lives and how happy they had been until one horrible night.
He opened up the other attachment. It was a scan of an old newspaper article.
“In 1993, two sisters were brutally murdered in the small-town community of Plainfield, Wisconsin. Lisa Smith, 19 and her sister, Sarah Smith, 15 were attacked in their parent’s home on the night of November 17th, around 1:30AM. The Smith Sisters were lying in bed when a crazed killer broke into the house. No-one heard them scream. In the morning, their parents found the dead bodies of the Smith Sisters hidden in the bedroom closet. They had been skinned alive. The killer was long gone and no trace of him could be found. They had been murdered anonymously. Police conducted an extensive investigation, but to no avail. The motives for the attack were never discovered, nor was the attacker ever found. The only lead athorities had was a series of strange emails found in Lisa’s computer. The case was closed in October of 2000.”
In the rest of the email, the sisters said that they were angry that the case was closed and people forgot about them.
They were angry that their parents wanted to forget about them too.
They were angry that their parents decided to start over and had a new baby. A little boy named John.
They were angry that their parents had never mentioned their daughters or their tragic murder to their new son John.
John Smith, sent an angry reply saying he didn’t believe what they were saying. He didn’t believe the Smith Sisters were really related to him and he didn’t believe the newspaper article was real. He told them to go to hell.
Five minutes later, he got another email from them. It said “If you don’t believe us, look in the bedroom closet.”
That was the last email that was found on John’s computer. Police were unable to trace who had sent the messages to him.
On the floor of the closet, the police found a faint message, carved in the wood. It simply read “Lisa and Sarah – 1993″. Underneath that, was another carving that read “John 2007″.
No-one knows what John did next, but in the morning, John’s parents woke up to find their son missing. Then they checked his bedroom closet and got the shock of their lives. There they found the dead body of their son. He had been skinned alive.
No-one knows what really happened that night. Police were only able to piece together parts of the story based on what they found on John’s computer.
The parents were devastated. How could this happen to a family. First their daughters were murdered. And now years later their son is murdered.
It seemed too weird to be just a coincidence. Two sisters are murdered and then years later, their brother is murdered in exactly the same way, in exactly the same place. And the only evidence left behind is a few scary emails… Makes you wonder.

Hope it didn`t scare you much and hope you can read it all. It really is amazing.

Love,

Alexa.

Sky

2011-03-08T22:01:00.000+02:00

I just feel like reaching the sky sometimes...

Baloons are great inspiration, aren't they ? <3

Love,

Alexa.

I was just thinking...

2011-03-06T22:23:00.000+02:00

What if I'd go to England next summer? I mean, in 2012? How great would that be guys? I can't wait for it, really! My heart just starts beating faster when I think about it!!

Love,

Allexa.

Urban Legends Part 1

2011-03-05T16:11:00.002+02:00

Hello !!!

I know that the name of the blog is ''A neverending smile", but I thought it would be funny to share with you some of the urban legends that scare and inspire me =))

Some time ago, I ran into this video that a friend of mine told me about.

Look:

I'll select a few and once a week I'll tell you one !!

Love,

Alexa.

2011-02-25T23:44:00.000+02:00

Hello there everybody!!

How have you been lately? Anybody else feeling the need of spring and summer? I surelly do, because it started snowing again and I just hate the cold weather! Plus, I have been studying very hard this past week. I can't wait to relax these two days.

Nooow, tell me, are you waiting for summer? :>

Xo,

Allexa.

Yep, I kinda am aware of that.

2011-02-13T01:50:00.001+02:00

Hello guys!

I know that lately I haven't been so active and I probably won't be for the next... week or so, I guess, because of school and my exams that are in June. Although they are so far away, I must keep my grades up and I can assure you that it isn't going too well due to the internet obsesion :) So I will have a little pause for a couple of weeks, in which I will be trying to get myself toghether and learn how to learn again. Wish me luck with that, because I need it!!

The posts... I decided that I won't do that silly regular routine, because even though it said something about me, it didn't bring any valuable information for you to read. As time passed, I began to think it was more and more useless. Sorry about that. Even so, I tried!

From now on, the posts that you will be able to see here will be those that I find valuable and worth reading. Maybe there won't be so many, but at least there won't be any useless ones.

Love,

Alexa.

Today I'm feeling...

2011-02-05T10:32:00.000+02:00

Happy.

I mean, I went out with a friend of mine and met new people and even though it's likely for me not to talk and laugh with strangers, today was a good day and I overpassed those problems. Let the good times come.!

Alexa.

05.02.2011

P.S.: The daily post will soon be a little changed and I hope that the chnaged will be well-seen by you all :D

Today I'm feeling...

2011-02-04T11:37:00.001+02:00

Scared!!

Just watched House of Wax and even though some of my friends say it's an epic fail, I was truly scared while watching it, plus I've passed some parts. Imagine if I would have watched them! Creepy.

Alexa.

04.02.2011

Today I'm feeling...

2011-02-03T23:47:00.000+02:00

Like missing someone.

Allexa.

03.02.2011

Today I'm feeling...

2011-02-02T23:48:00.000+02:00

Inspired.

Truly in love.

Allexa.

2.02.2011

Today I'm feeling...

2011-02-01T23:31:00.000+02:00

Perfect.

Believe me, I would have posted the "Fuckin' Perfect" version, but maybe kids will take a look and the first part is kinda... un-related to the rest of the clip.

Love you,

Allexa.

P.S.:Hope you like the new look!

1.02.2011

News.

2011-01-27T00:29:00.000+02:00

Hello there!

I know this is an unexpected thing, but, acording to the weather report, in the mountain area here, in my country, snow appeared and it's a lot of it, believe me!

So... as a result, I am going skying for the weekend + tuesday and friday and... yeah, I won't be actually able to post the daily routine [ and you will say " It's not always daily" and I'll say "Yeah, I know, but anyways" ].

Moreover, since I've just finished packing and tomorrow morning I am leaving, I can't schedule anything, but the school break is right ahead and it will be full of somethings that I have in mind ! :D

Alexa

Today I'm feeling...

2011-01-26T22:36:00.000+02:00

Nostalgic...

You may not love Hannah Montana, I don't either, but you have to be nuts not to like this particular one video that is, for most people, touching.

Alexa.

26.01.2011

Today I'm feeling...

2011-01-25T22:15:00.000+02:00

Angry

Alexa.

25.01.2011

Today I'm feeling...

2011-01-24T22:08:00.000+02:00

Chaotic

Alexa.

24.01.2011

Today I'm feeling...

2011-01-23T22:01:00.000+02:00

Fary-like.

Alexa.

23.01.2011

A little 'About me' that you don't know

2011-01-23T00:51:00.000+02:00

I've decided to write this one post due to the... small amount of information that I post about me, this last thing due to school and thight schedule.

I'll just go with 10 things. Enjoy:

1. I have never ever been an organized person. Don't know why so don't ask why.

2. I wish I had enough time to wear everything I have. It's frustrating.

3. Sometimes I am a meanie, thing I want to change, but it takes time.

4. Old-fashion and old-music are never getting old for me... Or maybe some, but not all.

5. I still have three of my Barbie-dolls. My mom wanted to throw them away, but I just can't. They are part of my childhood.

6.When I was little... like very, I had short hair. Look:

8. Still undecided... Should I go to college here or abroad?

9. I got a crush on... chocolate!

10. I want to get rid of my obsession for PC. Really.

Good night,
Alexa.

Today I'm feeling...

2011-01-22T22:17:00.002+02:00

Like a child, in every possible way.

Here are some pictures of me being a kiddo:

Me, my grandpa and my brother on Easter day.

Ah, simply in love <3

Alexa.

22.01.2011

Today I'm feeling...

2011-01-21T23:06:00.000+02:00

Nervous!

Wish me luck, because tomorrow I have another contest and I am really scared.

Tell you more about it after it's over...

Allexa.

21.01.2011

Today I'm feeling...

2011-01-20T21:40:00.006+02:00

Like sharing... How about sharing with you guys?

It's surelly been a while, so here it goes:

Ah, I found these really inspiring and there are more to go, but I'll save them for some next time.
A soon next time, promise.

Love you all,

Alexa.

20.01.2011

Today I'm feeling...

2011-01-19T21:47:00.000+02:00

Outrageous.

Alexa.

19.01.2011

Today I'm feeling...

2011-01-18T18:32:00.001+02:00

Awkward

Alexa.

18.01.2011

Today I'm feeling...

2011-01-17T23:54:00.003+02:00

Tired

Alexa.

17.01.2011

Today I'm feeling...

2011-01-16T23:59:00.001+02:00

Good

Alexa.

16.01.2011

Today I'm feeling...

2011-01-15T00:00:00.000+02:00

Really Really Really happy and proud of myself!

Why? Because considering that what I wrote earlier today at the 300-word story of the english contest was an absolute spoiler, I got the 3rd place ? Or so I think it's called. Ah <3

Looove,

Alexa.

15.01.2011

Today I'm feeling...

2011-01-14T20:44:00.002+02:00

Dissapointed, wishing for a miracle to happen.

Alexa..

14.01.2011

Today I'm feeling...

2011-01-13T11:21:00.001+02:00

Inspired... like doing some good mistakes.

Anybody else?

Alexa.

13.01.2011

Today I'm feeling...

2011-01-12T22:34:00.003+02:00

Happy!

It's been a while, but it's amazing.

Alexa.

P.S.: Once I wrote the title, I decided that this would be from now on a daily post, since I feel the need to do something like this. If sometime in the future it won't appear, it will be due to... boredom :D

12.01.2011

True friends

2011-01-12T21:39:00.001+02:00

Are the ones that you could count on when you were 5

And the ones that you could still count on when you were 15.

Yep, really true. And there is a situation [ my own ] in which I could say instead of 5 - 1 second old. :)

Alexa.

Laugh

2011-01-10T11:51:00.002+02:00

It's silly, but it's funny !! =))

Alexa.

Addicted once again.

2011-01-10T11:50:00.001+02:00

Anybody else feeling addicted to floral pattern ? If not, look at these and you will be!

I know, there are lots of them, but I am just so in love that I couldn't help, but share!

Alexa.

Life's little instructions

2011-01-08T00:24:00.000+02:00

Make sure you read everything, 'cause I have and you got no idea what a feeling you have after.

It's something like an uncontrolled smile!

Sorry for the BIG size, but I wanted you to SEE :D

I trully, dearly love you,

Alexa.

Doesn't these things look like ballons?

2011-01-06T23:10:00.000+02:00

Well, if they really were ballons, that would have been something.

Even so *like like like*

Now, I'm going to sleep some many hours. Needed!

XoXo,

Alexa.

Hello

2011-01-05T22:54:00.003+02:00

How was your day, pretty faces?

Mine - regular school day.

Yes. Today was the first day of school and it was just... regular. As I always do, I wanted to get home faster, I wanted to kill most of the teachers and I hoped I wouldn't get bored enough to sleep :)

Apart from that I:

* had english tutoring in the morning

*I baked when I got home [aka helped my mom ]

* did my homework [ oh boy, that was the shortest one ! ]

*listened to music

*ate an orange

*and then thought about something to post.

And that's pretty much it. Maybe tomorrow will be a little different.

Xo,
Alexa.

City-scape

2011-01-04T22:52:00.004+02:00

Okay... I know I've become a little bit crazy with the inspiration picture/photos, but these days I really needed them and I thought why not to share them with you ? Believe me, there are more to go, but for now, watch these beautiful ones:

Yep, I know. Beautiful!

Alexa

Glenn Arthur

2011-01-03T22:39:00.001+02:00

Is the owner of this one thing:

Today was a regular day. I watched Step up 3D and all day long I kept dancing in the house. Then I listened to music, did some homework and then just wrote some [ many ] plans for 2011, things that I always wanted to do. Now, I want to go to bed and wake up early. Tomorrow will be a big day. [ That's what my heart says ]

Alexa.

Somebody's smart!

2011-01-03T14:25:00.001+02:00

The person who wrote this little thing:

So darn true, isn't it ? And addictive. Especially because once I had wanted to become an architect! But I gave up on that idea and also on the idea of going to the hardest profile on the high school that I want to go to. I have just decided to take the easy way, ... The Way.

Xo,

Alexa.

Wanna see something ?

2011-01-02T17:43:00.001+02:00

Well, I wanna show you something !

This morning I woke up... at a good hour, to say so. Then I just dreamt, talked, ate and read some chapters of a manga that I found boring after a while. Also, I visited Abduzeedo and couldn't keep myself from falling in love with Lars Botten's photography. I've chosen my favourites and here they are:

Gorgeous, right ?

Alexa.

Happy New Year, loves !!

2011-01-01T21:02:00.003+02:00

Yup, already 1st of January, 2011!

I can't believe 2010 passed by so quickly, really. It was a year full of... things. Really great things and bad things, but generally, it was an awsome year, in which I learnt:

- How to manage in rough situations

- That some friends just are not friends

- That love can be found anywhere, in places where you wouldn't expect it to

- That changes occour, even when people don't want them to, even when the changes are not good, so people just got to accept them

- That my... destiny is to become a doctor, a pediatrist. I had once read, before finally finding out what I want to be when I grow up, that you just have to pay attention to the dream that keeps coming back. Why ? Because it's you destiny, fellow :)

- That some people don't change

- That even a goooood friend can stab you in the back

- That even though I have an american dream growing inside of me and I don't want to let it go, I have to take smaller steps to be able to take The One

- The friend you could count on when you were like 5, it's the one you can count on when you are 14.

Just a few things from the looong list. I didn't want to bore you with them, but I shared these ones because they are important for everyone, I think.

Now, in the year that already entered our homes, I wish you happiness, love, success, inspiration, accomplishements to be proud of, persons you can trust and count on, many, many beautiful moments and opportunities, passions to discover, because 2011 is the year of new beginings.

Happy New Year, loves !!

Alexa.

Inspiring Artworks by Sara Holbert

2010-12-14T20:04:00.001+02:00

Gosh, shame on me ! I haven't posted in ... almost a week! Sorry guys. I don't have anything to put the blame on, it's just me, not being in the proper mood. But now I really gotta show you something, in the mood or not.

I found some really inspiring and gorgeous artworks by Sara Holbert [ I don't know why, but I feel like saying Flaubert instead of Holbert ] while looking on abduzeedo. These were some of my favourites:

[source for all of them]

I'd really love to know which ones are your personal favourites ! <3

Love,
Alexa.

Happy Birthday to me !!!

2010-12-05T22:59:00.000+02:00

But, actually, not for today, but for the 3rd of December. I didn't have the chance to post somthing that day, because I was absolutely thrilled all day loooong.

I got ''Happy Birthday!'' `s with about a day before the actual day. That day I got, starting with 00:00 to late at night.
I stayed in bed until 9:20 and I couldn't have been happier! All the people I love called, even the ones that I didn't expect to call. Really fantastic.

When I got to school, They were all gathered with ballons, cookies [ that ended up to the trash ] and flowers and presents. Then, at home, my cousin and her parents arrived and we taaaalked, ate and so on. The rain stopped right after we finished eating the appetizer, so I decided to meet a close friend of mine. When we were nearby, my mom called and told us to get our asses back home, 'cause I was a little bit ill and outside was just freezing! We got back inside and had caaaake [ made by me ! <3 ] and played cards [ I won!!! even though it was my first time with that kind of game ] and laughed and took pictures [ I still haven't got them on this computer].

Now... The presents! There were plenty and I won't tell you the list now, because I need to take photos of them first, but I am absolutely in LOVE! And when I will show you the gifts, I will also show you the pictures of us [ hope you won't laugh too bad ! ], but after my semestrial exams are over [ only two left ].

This was on the actual day. The day after that, I went to a chinese restaurant [ my first time!! ] and my mom wanted to stay a little bit, to help us decide, but I said no, and I was so wrong! Still, it was an experience.

Guess my age ?!

[source]
Fourteen!! I feel so big!! =))

[source]

Love you so muuuuch!!

Alexa.

How have you been lately ?

2010-12-02T23:19:00.003+02:00

I am just not in the mood to do an Inspiration post and beside that, I have a throat-acke and I feel kinda bad for posting over and over just Inspiration post, so today's one I will replace with a 'how have you been lately ?' one, 'cause that's a question I haven't pretty much been answering and that I wish you would answer !

REALLY!

I have been busy with my semestrial exams, but I haven't been learning so much. Now, one of them is over [ meaning it was today ] and I passed with 10. And it is not rounded [ is this the correct way of saying it ?! ], I can be sure of that ! The teacher called my mom a few hours ago : - "

Beside that, I am really happy. Today I made a cake for tomorrow, I bought some candies that contain wisky. <3

Anyways, as a normal person, I do have some problems, but that will just be fixed... soon, I hope, because I just feel like dying when I think of how things turned out, from the best to the worst they could have ever been. Telling you more about it will only make you sad, and I don't want to do that !!

Now, how about telling me ... your Christmas list or maybe half of it? I would be thrilled to find it out !

[ I know, it's not summer, but they just give me this warm feeling! ]

Have a nice weekend, loves.

Alexa.

It smells like Christmas, really.

2010-11-30T11:24:00.000+02:00

And like my birthday. Gosh, there's are just a few days till my birthday and so many till X-mas. Believe me or not, the air already smells like we were on 24.

Everytime I eat an orange, and that happens a lot latelly, I imagine the tree, the presents, the hole familly and so on... The hot chocolate, the wine... Ah... <3

- Come on, X-mas, come !!! *that's what my little soul shouts right now*

What is on your wish list that you will send to Santa ? On mine, there are so many things, but I have to pick up just a few. Sad feeling, but oh so exciting, because maybe Santa will pick some of them and I won't know. [ Just to let you know, I know who Santa is =))) But I just like the idea :P ]

Xo, Xo, Xo,

Alexa.

Thursday Inspiration.

2010-11-25T22:58:00.001+02:00

My biggest Inspiration of all times has been the thing we call book.

Whenever I fell like I am going to loose it all, I grab a book and start reading and then... It's just hopeless. You can't take the book from me unless I have finished reading it, you know??

Do you experience the same thing ?

Alexa.

P.S.: Sorry for the double "Tuesday Inspiration" post, but I had an impossible week. These weekend I will show you something that's worth it. I hope.

Thursday Inspiration - Fashion [ on Friday ]

2010-11-19T20:18:00.001+02:00

I found these pretty amazing outfits on the PPP shop. Check them out:

Sorry for not posting this yesterday, but I had some complications which will disappear so everything will appear on time : D

How was your week?

Alexa.

Till death to do list. - The Real List

2010-11-15T00:03:00.004+02:00

First of all, how was you week ? Second, this is the question you have to answer first:

Would you really want to know if you were going to die in one month?

I guess I just haven't decided upon the answer, because there are arguments for both.

If it where not to know, it'd be good, because in my last moment I would be happy, not sad and crying because of knowing.

If it were to know, it would be good, because I would have the chance to do everything that I have ever wanted, you know what I mean? Those this would be:

1. Going to America, Germany, United Kingdom, France and Japan.

(America)

(England)

(Germany)

(Japan)

(France)

2. Open my own etsy shop and have the chance to sell something.

3. Tell every single person I know the way I feel about them, without lies. Just the true. To tell them ' I am crazy in love wth you!', 'I love you.' or just 'I hate you.', ' I can't stand being around you.'. Just the way I feel... You know what I mean.

4. Read as many books as I can read in two days. With no sleep and a lot of coffee.

5. Go shopping and have the chance to wear those clothes in that moth. Every day a diffrent outfit and crazy outfits... dresses, vintage, patterns. I don't know. Anything and everything I love.

6. Meet Elsie, Katja, Viet-My and every single person I admire.

7. Cook something special for a dinner with... everyone.

8. Send a letter to a person from every country in the world. Letters make my day usually, so I guess they do the same thing for everyone there.

9. Take a big breath and jump.

10. Smile.

( Personal pictures from a video call on skype with Larisa. She was making me laugh so bad ! She took these pictures without me knowing. I got mad then, but now I am greatfull! *sorry for the bag quallity* : D )

That was it. There would be many other, but they just don't come across my ming right now.

May the best dreams be yours tonight and may the angels kiss you.

XoXo,

Alexa.

Till death to do list.

2010-11-12T23:37:00.000+02:00

Sorry guys, but I just can't do it tonight.... You'll have it ready on Sunday!! I promise xD.

Love,

Alexa.

They were wrong

2010-11-11T23:09:00.000+02:00

When they said that today the world was going to come to end... Seriously, how sad is that ? World to an end? Please... don't. If it where for you to know that in a week this day would come and it would be absolutely certain true, what would you do ? What would be the things on your ' Till death ' to do list ? I'll write mine down tomorrow.

Alexa.

Thursday Inspiration

2010-11-11T23:02:00.000+02:00

I was just thinking that on thursday I have a LOT more free time than in any other day of the week [ monday to friday i mean ] and I could make a weekly post with inspiration. I know that you have seen this kind of post on every single blog, but the reason why I am doing this is because I really like to see these kind of posts. I actually like them because they bring inspiration [ pretty... obvious ]

So... as for known, this will be kinda special every week, because some of them will be personal pictures, some have emotional amount and some... are just inspiration:

1. Let's take some ballons and let the wind take us.

2. Floral pattern. Addicted.

3. Love.

4. I want to go somewhere...

5. Sweet sweet memories...

Have a wonderfull friday and a beautiful weekend !!

Alexa.

Halloween

2010-10-31T22:00:00.000+02:00

The magic will be everywhere, in anything. It will be present at very corner and it will terify you this spooky night. The horror films will give nightmares and the candys will give you a tooth-acke. Everything, but not anything, will be as terifing as it can be. So don't be afraid. Just accept it.

This Halloween was the best so far. Hope yours was too and will be until 12 o'clock. I do and trully appologise for not being able to continue posting til 12, but the tiredness is just VERY big. I love you, monsters and ghosts. Come next year too.

Alex.a .

P.S.: It isn't a secret... A surprise is coming!!

They do say that ghosts appear on Halloween

2010-10-31T21:30:00.000+02:00

But I often tend to turn it into a joke, because I don't want to think about it so much. It scares me, you know. It would be so strange if we could see the good and the bad spirits and it would be even stranger if we would actually know that they exist!

Keep safe from them ! :D

Alexa.

The movie

2010-10-31T21:00:00.000+02:00

Actually, half of movie, 'cause we didn't dare to watch the hole.

Halloween, as from my point of view, is the story of a psychopath, meaning a child., that is in love with his baby sister and wants to be with her and only with her. So, to do that, he has to kill his family and all the people that threaten him or his purpose.

Also, the film was very disgusting so we couldn't watch any longer. This is the kid:

He was so keen on masks...

Xxxx,

Alexa.

Halloween style type of story

2010-10-31T20:30:00.005+02:00

After eating, laughing, Halloween - The Movie [ the first part ], apple "fishing", we thought it be like so much fun if we played hide and seek. The first two rounds, I couldn't be found, neither the third one, but it was something special about it.

The seeker was at the first floor counting and the girls were hiding, as well as with the boys and me.

I went down the stairs, in the basement, where I found the best place to hide. The boys went behind the curtains and the girls went to the first floor in the host's bedroom [ who is our classmate ].

There, the window was open because of the heat. Suddenly the window was closed, and a hand was seen. Completly impossible everyone says, because there was no way somebody could have reached or closed the window, but this is what Larisa and Anca told us.

I don't think they lie. I just think that was a thing specific for Halloween.

Spooky things can happen anywhere and ghots may exist. What do you think ? It was their imagination or just the wind?

Xo,

Alexa.

Pumpkins

2010-10-31T20:00:00.000+02:00

Everybody knows that on Halloween, you just have to have pumpkins, even if they are real or not. At our party we had two of them right near the door with a candle inside each one of them [ too bad, couldn't possibly take any photo last night ].

I didn't come across to something that resembles what we had, but these photos with pumpkins are awsom:

It would be great if we would be celebrating Halloween in my country, but we don't. Soooo, until we do, me and my friends will throw a party every year.

Love,

Alexa.

P.S.: Sorry for the dellay.

Happy Holloween!!

2010-10-31T16:53:00.002+02:00

Hello, loves!

I know... I promissed that it would be something special here, at A neverending smile, somthing Halloween style, but I was just SO busy. You really can't imagine. At this moment, I still am, but I think I will have finished it all by 6.30 p.m., lets say ? : D

As to ... make up my abssence, from 8 to 12, you'll have posts every half an hour. I just have some great ideas and I'll keep an hour [ 7 -8 p.m.] for photos and drawing and finding something that I wanted for so long.

I love you,

Alexa.

Look, look !

2010-10-21T11:37:00.002+03:00

A few [ or more ] months ago I won a giveaway of Katja from another blog [ she was hosting it there ] and this is what I received then:

As you may see, the Diana Mini [ wich I absolutely LOVE ]and the headband are standing on a tedy-bear. The head-band is there because I could never find a perfect ocassion to wear it because of that leaf.

Now, I've taken it off and the head-band is perfect for the up-coming Haloween party !! Look:

And, as the crazy me didn't have what to do on sunday night, I tryed my mom's red lipstick and this what came out if it:

The firs two are PS modified and the third one is not.

Now, it is time for me to go to school [ yuck! ] and I will be back at about 7 p.m., exhausted and with some Halloween posts in mind for the week.

Be happy today.

Alexa.

The Giveaway!

2010-10-21T10:51:00.001+03:00

If you haven't found out yet, it is the time for Katja 's giveaway, where you can win these beautiful prizes:

If I were you, I wouldn't miss the chance and I won't ! : D

P.S.: My personal favourite would be the hand crocheted hat : - "

Loveee,

Alexa.

They`ve finally started to change !!

2010-10-20T23:41:00.002+03:00

Yes, yes, yes. Along with the chilly fall weather, the leaves started to change colour from green to yellow, orange, brown and so on.

It really feels like autumn now. Rainy days, cold-weathered mornings, the need of sleeping more and the sensation of eating halloween food !! Just incredibly nostalgic because of my memories from the halloween night, from the halloween morning, of the crazy things we were doing then.

Now... another halloween is coming and I hope it will turn out just great!!

These are some photos that I took yesterday from the window of my classroom:

I preffered not to modify these ones in Photoshop, because if I did I would have sopilled all the beautifull colours. This is the first time in ages when I did this and when I finally got to take some pictures.

And here... A photo of me and Larisa [ she turned around so as not to catch her in the photo... meannie !! ]

Still, I like how it turned out.

Be prepared for next photos, beautiful ones, original ones [ I mean taken by me !! ], something that I wish to do from now on more and more... : D

This was it for today... Night,

Alexa.

Being just confused...

2010-10-08T23:48:00.002+03:00

This is the way I`ve been feelin' lately. Now incredibly happy, then feeling like crying. Or I don`t know... Sometimes I feel like I want to talk to somebody [ that person ] and sometimes I feel like I don`t wanna see that human being because of so many things that`s been between us.

Sometimes I feel like drawing, then reading a book, then watching a movie or just doing nothing. This really is... damn confusing, especially when your life is so complicated as mine. I don`t know...

I just wanted to say hello, to make sure that you are aware of the post that will be here next week [ with happiness and photos and lots of funny stuff ].

Good night and... have a happy life,

Alexa.

And it is almost over

2010-10-07T22:46:00.002+03:00

After being ill for almost a week now, my sickness is nearly over, wich means I will be ready in weekend to recharge my camera and have a photo shoot, meaning fall pictures, cold weather pictures, trees, outfits and so on.

Can`t wait for it !!

Plus, I`ve just had a test at romanian today and have taken10 ~ ! Incredibly great. Tomorrow I have one at geography, which is awful. I hate Romania`s geography. Just too hard for me. Hopefully, I will survive. Keep you fingers crossed, 'cause I have it first at school, from 1 p.m. to 2 p.m. !!

A wonderfull night I wish you,

Allexa.

I`m waiting for the train

2010-10-06T21:42:00.000+03:00

To come and pick me up. To take me to the journey of my life. To take me to the perfect place where I do fit in. Where nothing is impossible.

To take me to Great Britain, to live those unforgettable moments. To live that fancy life that I love so so so much.To be friends with persons that trully care, that are trully worth it. To speak 24 h / 7 english, the language that always is present in my head and that often takes the place of romanian, meaning that some thoughts come in english first, and then in my language.

I may be crazy in love with all those things, but who thinks that I am insane, is just so wrong. Why ? Because that place, those kind people, that fancy country, that lovely language... they are all so great. I am not saying you should love them. I am saying they are beautiful.

I am just waiting for the perfect oportunity to arrive, for the train to come and pick me up...

I love you all,
Alexa.

I am sick

2010-10-03T20:12:00.000+03:00

And this the reason why I won`t be actually posting something nice and long tonight.

I hope to feel better in a few days, but I don`t guarantee anything, because the weather has suddenly got really colder and it affected my bpdy seriously. I am sorry and I swear that you we`ll see at least two posts this week [ one of them is already in process ]

Love [ not kisses and hugs - I don`t want you to get sick too ],

Alexa.

Gosh...

2010-09-30T23:57:00.000+03:00

I am really trully sorry for not posting the past week !! Been really busy with school and still am. I have lots of homework to do, stuff for the school newspaper [ it actually is a once-a-year magazine ] and many other.

I don`t have time now, but I`ll make sure to post something big tomorrow or sunday.

Sleep well,
Alexa.

Happy happiness

2010-09-18T23:51:00.000+03:00

Guys, you can`t really imagine how happy I am right now !!

For the past few days my [ old ] keybord's shift key didn`t work at all and I had to deal with the osk [ on screen keyboard ]. Really awful.

But today I made a big fuss and my mom said ' Okay, we're going to buy you a new one. Right after we eat. ' And a few hours later, there it was, on my desk. Aren't moms just know-it-all ? I really don`t know what we would do without them.

Tomorrow morning I'll show you a photo of it [ so proud I am... sorry ], because right now, it is kinda late and I just have to go to bed earlier.

Night night,

Alexa.

The most amazing digital painter

2010-09-18T23:41:00.001+03:00

Or so I think they call what she does.

Please welcome a vietnamesse [ born, raised and living in Australia ] 20 year girl, by her name Viet-My Bui, or Ravenskar [ nickname ].

She has this collection, WIW, meaning What I Wore, with outfits of hers and you have to be really crazy not to be in love with them and also with her fabulous digital paintings. You can see the whole WIW collection on her blog and all the paintings in her deviant gallery. Be prepared to be amazed.

Here is my favourite one:

Really... Most of you may know her and already love her art. For the ones that don't, I'm glad I can show you how talented is this girl !

Keep up with the incredible work, V.

Alexa.

Fashion

2010-09-15T23:23:00.000+03:00

Hi guys! I have finaly finished my homework and now I can relax until tomorrow at 12 o'clock. Great, isn't it? Yes, yes, yes, a million times yes!!

Now, for a real post here, I thought I should share with some pretty inspiring outfits found via lookbook.nu . Here they are :

Gosh, aren't they amazing ? I really hoped you enjoyed them and next time, I have an artist to show you, so stay tuned, 'cause she is really talented.

Alexa.